I don’t know what should I feel right now….relief or sad? Now I think I can be pretty much sure that HE’S IGNORING ME and I hate that. I sent him a message yesterday asking is he mad at me for what I ask him…and damn I was so stupid that I waited for him to reply my message. Until today…I did not get any reply. I dunno if I still feel the same as I felt for him anymore. I still like to see him and seeing him really could make me happy although I hardly look at him directly because I’m so scared…yet the way he is doing this is like making me feel so…..disappointed. I thought he would be different but I guess I thought wrong….and this is a mistake I’ve done over and over again. I wonder really is there still a kind of different guy out there…or perhaps they have gone distinct. I wish I could just be strong and walk away…but hell I can’t. What should I do? Or what can I do? Please help me...