Dilemma

Have you ever love someone whom you know doesn’t know your existence? You tried so hard to keep the love inside of you until you can’t keep it in you any longer. You just wish you could tell him what you feel for him but you’re not sure if that’s a good idea.
You’re afraid that he might just ignore you after you told him what you’ve been keeping inside of you. Perhaps just keeping it to yourself and looking at him from afar is enough just so that you won’t feel being ignored or anything.

Last week...I think I did the same mistake again. I told that someone that I’m interested in him...I didn’t know if he told anyone about it....but I trust him as he said he did not. I just wish he won’t lie to me like the guy last time did. I can’t help but think that I shouldn’t have told him anything. I don’t know but I felt like I’m being ignored...I use to tell myself that I didn’t want to tell him anything because I’m afraid that he might not like it...and he would just ignore me. At least if I didn’t tell him...I won’t feel that way because he didn’t even know me. It’s too late to turn back time...I will try to take it as it is...even if I would cry again.