It’s only been two days…yet I miss you so much. I wish that I could tell you how much I miss you but I don’t to say a thing to you. I just don’t want to make myself feel worse cause I think you won’t even give a damn to what am I feeling. If you care you would show it…unfortunately I didn’t remember you showing any sign that you care.
I was wondering are you mad at me for asking you that question I asked the other day cause since that you have been treating me as though I’m invisible. Or maybe it’s just that I don’t matter to you at all and you wouldn’t have the time and energy to bother what the hell I’m doing. Whatever it is, I wish it would not be the way it is right now. You make me feel as though I’m worthless…it’s like you’re trying to make me feel bored with you and move on. I might or might not be able to do that…but if that’s what you really want…I will try to get over you as hard as I can. Just as long you’re happy.