I have a friend who is always sad…because the gurls he know never really stay around him for long. Sometimes I kinda think that his situation and mine is the same, there is not really anyone who truly wanna care for us and stay here to make us happy.
There’s a different however, he used to treat me the way he was treated by other gurls. Is this what we call ‘balasan’? He used to be really nice to me a for a couple weeks then he suddenly disappear because he don’t need me anymore…because there were other ppl there for him already. Sometimes I think he treat me as a backup. What a guy!!
He was the one who told me the other day that I was the only gurl that never make him sad and always is there for him…I asked if I would be his gf. However, the next day is like as though he don’t know me at all. I dunno why do I still care for him after the way he treated me…..I just dun want to see him sad…but if you ask me if I have any feelings for him…I could just tell him forget about it! This is not the kinda guy to love…