Kinda in a dillema now...should I ask him that question that I wanted to ask him for sometimes now? Should I just go ahead and ask...or should I just keep quiet. I'm afraid that what I wanna ask will be offensive to him...but i wanted to know it so badly.
Today I saw him but it's only in the morning...for me it is quite enough just as long as I can see him. I wanted to know him...wanted to let him know me but I did not have the courage to get to know him....I'm afraid that as I get to know him more....I will find a side of him which I dislike. I would rather not know him and just fantasize that he's always the one I think he is.....the one whom is perfect in my eyes......
Anyways....I've said that I only wanted him to know and nothing more than that. I wish i could just keep it this way and not wanting more from him. I just like the way he looks at me...wish it could always be like that even if only from a distance.
Why izzit that the one we did not have any feelings for will come to us even if we don't want it but the one that we wish would be ours will never ever come close?
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