Tuesday, March 23, 2010

THE 1ST LOVE...H_ _ _ _ _t

regreted what I asked last nite...anyway what is done is done..nothing I could do to change a thing.......
Today I felt so lonely...thinking about the past...sometimes we say we wanna let it go but there's still some thing that can't be undone or forgotten.

I remember him...and the 1st time he held my hand....I remember how we tried so hard to be together...I almost got chase out of my family bcoz of him. He was the 1st person whom I felt really loves me and I love him as much as he did....I gave him everything and I never thought that our 2.5 yrs will end in the way it did. I remember how he promised me that he will always love me and never ever leave me and that he would never dissapoint me...This kinda taught me an early lesson that a promise is never meant to be keep and its just a lie that will break your heart...
Sometimes I still think of you....but thr feeling that I used to had for u is no longer within me....U lied to me and u made me cry my eyes out.....I will always remember the way u treated me...the way u cheated on me. Thank u for all that u've given me..

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